“Someone like you is the last song on the record and it was um… again I guess kinda got a little… when I was writing it I was feeling pretty miserable and pretty lonely which I guess kind of contradicts rolling in the deep where i was like I am going to be fine without you, this one was me kind of on my knees with you. That relationship that the entire record is about that is really summed up in someone like you, it changed me in a really good way. It kind of… its really made me who I am at the moment. I am sure there will be another relationship, well I hope so anyway, that helps to change me and define me as well but I can imagine being about forty and looking for him again and turning up and he is settled and he’s got a beautiful wife and some beautiful kids and hes completely happy and I am still on my own. It’s kind of about that.” - Adele

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don’t bother me. I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out. I am not afraid to cry every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now and again I pretend I am okay, but that’s not what gets me.It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I am doing it. It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone. It’s still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret. But I know if I could do it over I would trade, give away, all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.What hurts the most was being so close, and having so much to say and watching you walk away. And never knowing what could have been, and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do.

09/13/11

“Life is not measured by the breaths you take,

but by the moments that take your breath away.”

10/02/11

Bucket List #1: Meet Someone In Person That You Met Online

I could write a book about the history between the guy in the picture and I, but I’ll keep it short and sweet. We met during the summer and he stayed at my house for a week - it was one of the best weeks of my life. He originally lived 18 hours away from me but he ended up moving in with some family that lived 2 hours away, and that’s when our relationship started. Not only did we meet, but we dated for ten months and he was the best friend I’ve ever had.

Now it’s crossed off the list.

”If you love something, let it go.

If it comes back, it was true, but if it doesn’t, then it never was.”

My Grad Dress

It was Epic Wish Day, and I found my grad dress. I had only tried on four dresses prior to this one and the first two were just for fun. One of the serious ones I tried was pretty and looked nice but it just wasn’t right. Then the second one I put on, and took off just as fast. It was extremely poofy and made me look like an oompa loompa. I put this dress on and I felt so pretty. I thought that finding a dress was going to be so hard because I am extremely picky but I stood there with it on for half an hour and didn’t want to take it off. It was the only one in the store and they couldn’t order more so I knew I had to get it or take my chances of someone else buying it. In the end I decided easily that this was my dress, and I have no regrets. I can’t wait to wear it.

11/11/11

Must Do Hair and Makeup

Favorite Nail Polishes

Orly : Fancy Fuchsia

Essie : Watermelon

China Glaze : Ruby Pumps

OPI : Teenage Dream

Sally Hansen: Celeb City

China Glaze: Watermelon Rind

Essie: Sand Tropez

Rimmel London: Steel Grey

OPI : Do You Lilac It?

Revlon: Lilac Pastelle

Nicole by OPI: One Less Lonely Glitter

”Never regret something that once made you smile.”

09/11/11

What’s In My : School Makeup Bag

I thought this would be a good post to start off with seeing as school has just started up again for many people. Here’s a look into my must-haves for classes.

1. Atomizer Filled With Perfume

Slim Pink Atomizer ($10.00) - http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P204715&categoryId=B70

Justin Bieber Perfume ($18.00-45.00) - http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P289929&shouldPaginate=true&categoryId=6027

2. Blotting Sheets

Boscia Blotting Linens ($10.00) - http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P61217&categoryId=B70

3. Concealer

Studio Finish SPF 35 Concealer ($17.00) - http://www.maccosmetics.com/product/shaded/157/314/Studio-Finish-SPF-35-Concealer/index.tmpl

4. Powder

Maybelline Dream Matte Powder (N/A) - Local Drugstore

ELF Studio Powder Brush ($3.00) - http://www.eyeslipsface.com/studio/face/face_brushes/powder_brush

5. Eyelash & Brow Wand

ELF Essentials Eyelash & Brow Wand ($1.00) - http://www.eyeslipsface.com/elf/tools/tweezers_and_brow_tools/eyelash_and_brow_wand